So Emotional?

I don't know why but lately I have been a huge baby! I used to hold strong (haha get it that's the name of my actual blog) and not cry over stories of people dying. No, I was not cold hearted. Lately everything is hitting me like a pile of bricks crashing down. The story with that 13-year-old boy in Montana, the story about my friend's friend 10-year-old girl dying, and just watching the news. The end is soon to come. I also recall watching dateline, or whatever it was, called last letters home. Now that tore me to pieces. I really couldn't imagine loosing any love one, let alone my own family. Angela has been on black out in Iraq and has let her boyfriend and me know how bad it really is over there. The media is not always correct. I found out that in the past few days over eight soldiers have died. She has also informed me of bombs going off on her base. I shouldn't worry because I know the Lord will take care of her but it is still so hard. When you have a love one in way of harm it can be very emotionally draining. Anyways, I just need to remember that the Lord has his ways and what happens will be for the good of things with a reason.